I fucking hate
what this fucking distance is doing to us. I fucking hate seeing all of these pathetic 2-3 week relationships around every fucking corner at school. Seeing 2 people who don’t give a fuck about each other getting to spend every day with each other drives me fucking crazy. Why the fuck do they get that when the girl I love more than anything is on the other side of the country? This shit gets rubbed in my face every fucking day and it’s making me numb. It’s so hard to be happy. Nothing is the same here without you. The smallest things remind me of you and I can’t go a day without that happening. I hate being so far away from you. It shouldn’t be this way..
The past 3 weeks,
have been fucking pointless. And the next 4.5 months are going to be fucking pointless. But it’ll be worth it in the end.
Another night alone,
It’s getting old. I can’t wait to get the fuck out of here and get my life started with my girl already. I hate how much time is being wasted right now. /:

I really can’t wait for you to get back, Sarah.. I miss you so fucking much.



